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New Home is

http://mightymarvelousmatt.wordpress.com/

Ive had it here now looking for somewhere else as I couldn't blogg at all on Friday!

I don't blogg a lot but do like to get things out when I feel the need.

No date Facebook girl trying to rearrange schedule's keep clashing, declared my love to "S" through text such a stupid thing to do!

Felt low didn't get up on Saturday till 3pm!!

Spent Sunday Surfing 1st time of the year had a blast then, pub lunch talking about snowboarding in the lovely sunshine.

Glad I didn't spend Sunday in bed

Was a good day indeed

Matt

I don't hate my job quite like it.

But I so want to be still sailing down the mountain on the velvet of fresh powder it's great & if you fall its like landing in fathers.

Yep I enjoyed my Snowboarding holiday, even if I did pick up the nick name "floppsie" due to my woolly hat!!

Back to normality of life.

Still cant shake "S" out of my head! She text me when I was away saying she's off men after being dumped. I did text & call since Ive been back but she ether has no credit or something (someone) else more interesting going on.

I got a date (causal drink) with a random girl off facebook! looking through mates profile saw this girl randomly sent her a massage, few more massage's & were meeting for a drink after she finishes work Thursday night.

As it is as local as local can be round here, she's from town just inside Cornwall where I grew up BUT works in a different town & at the same place as "S" brother works/part time manager I found out today. Bloody small around here this end of the world!!??!

Ive seen the parents since Ive been back my mums having quite a hard time of it, slight illness, annoyance of having our granddad live with them & not enjoying having a granddaughter (Jazz) she is just so clingy to my bro that he can hardly leave the room without her crying! Just so much easier for my mum when "S" me & S daughter turn up much more fun, doesn't help that "S" gets on well with my mum & my sister in-law looks down on my mum & dad so dose my brother!

Matt

Halfway through last month I blogged about my annoyance with a certain "S" & that I needed space from the situation.

So there was space haven't seen her a lot or spent any weekend time with her since. As its her daughters bday next Saturday when I'm away in France & she is my good daughter. Thought we'd spend Saturday together doing stuff.

This happened fun day, later we dropped her daughter then I dropped S off at her mates as I wasn't going out but watching boxing later at a mates. Sat watching TV phone goes off it's S mate, S is SO drunk thrown up in a bar & is refusing to go anywhere with anyone but wants me to go pick her up.

This I do & S falls asleep on my couch, I leave her there go watch the fight 2nd round knock out haven't seen anybody that with there head that clocked for ages as Tony said "he's stumbling round the ring like a cow with BSE"

I get back she's not on the couch, but I find her in my bed. We spent the night together but nothing happens just cuddling! Spend whole of Sunday together do things like pick her daughter up, we all go for some fresh air on the beach.

Thing is I know she hasn't her daughter tomorrow night & got her bloke coming round for "hows your father" I guess!

I don't understand her she spends the whole weekend with me, sleeps in my bed, palms her bloke off both Saturday & Sunday as she's with me. If I was him found out she slept in another blokes bed & wouldn't see you Sat or Sunday as she was with the same bloke I would be very unhappy.

My take on this is she's been missing me as I was giving myself space. Previous Sat night I did go out with her & her mates but spent most of the night chatting up her mates & going home with one. She's blatantly missed me or feels her hold over me had slipped so spent this weekend with me.

Sad thing is I really enjoyed spending the time with the pair of them as my sister in-law said ready made family. I do love the pair of them.

ok so that's all out of my system back to trying the space thing again holiday will help this.

Matt

10 Days left till I'm in France snow boarding.

I cant wait been reading tips on snow boarding techniques today I'm such a good productive employee lol

Went snowboarding about 4yrs ago for a week do you think I need lessons? thinking about it last time didn't have lessons just went & did it! Good thing about this time one of the others has done several ski seasons & boards. So in theory should be able to give useful tips. yep don't think I will bother with lessons

Matt

ps Ive been invited to an Anna Summers party should be a laugh..............I think!!

Walking along a narrow cobbled street, light drizzle & slight chill in the air. Past a pub two girls pop out for a fag, coats held high keeping the rain off. The warmth, the ambiance & aroma of the pub hits me.

The chattering of patrons, musician playing in the corner is heard but most distinctiveness is the smell.

Its the smell of warmth & ale on a damp evening there nothing else like it. This is Home. I think how this place hasn't changed for several hundred years (pub was built in the 1500s)

As I carry on further into town to meet the friends in a soulless new age trendy bar were you never see old men, dogs or banjo's

Matt

I'm even too bored to blogg

Done all my outstanding work, cleared my desk just to make sure I hadn't missed or forgotten something (found one peace did that) asked for more done that I'm not going to ask again!

hmm outlook doesn't look good for an interesting day tomorrow

Hate being bored In my last firm where we could go weeks without work.
Once sat the whole day looking at hot or not rating people, boss couple of rows behind (could see my screen) asked me if I had anything better to do, I responded asking if he had any work to give he's response was

"Id give her 7 out of 10"